The fragil vile........!
I need a mouth as wide as the sky
to
say the nature of a True Person, language
as large as longing.
The fragile vial inside me often breaks.
No wonder I go mad and disappear for three days
every
month with the moon.
For anyone in love with you,
it's always these invisible days.
I've lost the thread of the story I was telling.
My elephant roams his dreams of Hindustan
again.
Narrative, poetics, destroyed, my body,
a dissolving, a return.
Friend, I've shrunk to a hair trying to say your story.
Would you tell mine?
I've made
up so many love stories.
Now I feel fictional.
Tell me!
The truth is, you are speaking, not me.
I am Sinai,
and you are Moses walking there.
This poetry is an echo of what you say.
A piece of land can't speak, or know anything!
Or
of it can, only within limits.
The body is a device to calculate
the astronomy of the spirit.
Look through that astrolabe
and
become oceanic.
Why this distracted talk?
It's not my fault I rave.
You did this.
Do you approve of
my love-madness?
Say yes.
What language will you say it in, Arabic or Persian,
or what? Once again, I
must be tied up.
Bring the curly ropes of your hair.
Now I remember the story.
A True Man stares at his old shoes
and sheepskin jacket. Every
day he goes up
to his attic to look at his work-shoes and worn-out coat.
This is his wisdom, to remember the original
clay
and not get drunk with ego and arrogance.
To visit those shoes and jacket
is praise.
The Absolute works with nothing.
The workshop, the materials
are what does not exist.
Try and be a sheet of paper with nothing on it.
Be a spot of ground where nothing is growing,
where
something might be planted,
a seed, possibly, from the Absolute.
The burnt kebab....!
Last year, I admired wines. This,
I'm wandering inside the red world.
Last year, I gazed at the fire.
This year I'm burnt kabob.
Thirst drove me down to the water
where I drank the moon's reflection.
Now I am a lion staring up totally
lost in love with the thing itself.
Don't ask questions about longing.
Look in my face.
Soul drunk, body ruined, these two
sit helpless in a wrecked wagon.
Neither knows how
to fix it.
And my heart, I'd say it was more
like a donkey sunk in a mudhole,
struggling and miring
deeper.
P> But listen to me: for one moment,
quit being sad. Hear blessings
dropping their blossoms
around
you God.
Enough words...!
How does a part of the world leave the world?
How can wetness leave water?
Don't try to put out a fire
by throwing on more fire!
Don't wash a wound with blood!
No matter how fast you run,
your shadow more than keeps up.
Sometimes, it's in front!
Only full, overhead sun
dimishes your shadow.
But that shadow has been serving you!
What hurts you, blesses you.
Darkness is your candle.
Your
boundaries are your quest.
I can explain this, but it would break
the glass cover on your heart,
and there's no
fixing that.
You must have shadow and light source both.
Listen, and lay your head under the tree of
awe.
When from that tree, feathers and wings sprout
on you, be quieter than a dove.
Don't
open your mouth for even a cooooooo.
When a frog slips into the water, the snake
cannot get it. Then the frog climbs back out
and
croaks, and the snake moves toward him again.
Even if the frog learned to hiss, still the snake
would hear throughthe hiss the information
he
needed, the frog voice underneath.
But if the frog could be completely silent,
then the snake would go back to sleeping,
and
the frog could reach the barley.
The soul lives there in the silent breath.
And that grain of barley is such that,
when you put it in the ground,
it grows.
Are these enough words,
or shall I squeeze more juice from this?
Who am I, my friend?